2 months since I've seen the Love of my Life

I have been missing in action and did not know if I was coming back but I'm here. As it seems you all must know Paul went to heaven December 16, 2012. I am so proud of of him. He finished well and trusted our Savior the entire way. Paul has prepared me for a lot of what I'm going through now. I miss him and hurt more than I ever have in my life. Being such an awesome and thoughtful husband that loved me exactly how I needed to be loved makes it so difficult not be able to talk to him and to hug him every day. He is such a beautiful person inside and out and helped me develop into the woman I am now. Our dogs have adapted well and take great care of me. I want to thank everyone for such support for the long haul. It has been amazing sharing my heart here. It's difficult for me to do it so readily now so I have been journaling on pen and paper for the past couple of months. I am so blessed to know that Paul is now cancer free which was always my prayer and he is even more perfect now than ever. He is with his Father in Heaven doing the most amazing things which my limited imagination can't even fathom. I hope to come back and write more in depth but for now this is all I have to give. My faith remains in the Lord and has never wavered not even in the last days. I have no regrets and followed Paul's wishes to the tee. What an amazing person and such an amazing relationship we shared. I will miss him and will be in love with him forever. I am doing well and still carrying on as Paul would've wanted me to do. He made sure I was clear on these things. He loves me so much and I can't let him down. I will be back and share more when I am able. God bless you and as far as I am concerned I will continue to trust God fully and rededicate my life to Him daily. I love you infinity, Paul! 143 infinity! In Christ, Lisa :D
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So sorry. May God be with you.
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Thank you for letting us know how you're doing, Lisa. I was so saddened when I heard about Paul passing. God bless you. Mari
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Lisa-- I am very glad you came back here to update everyone and let us all know that you are doing all right. You have become a dear friend to me, as was Paul, and I have thought about you so often in the past couple of months (and worried a little about you too). But I know you ae staying strong for Paul, as was his wish. Your faith will see you through, but of course, you already know that. I am not so far away that it's not reasonable to think that we will someday meet in person. I believe God has plans for us to do just that and I intend to make it happen one of these days. Should you ever have a desire to come up my way, I hope you'll let me know. I will definitely have the light on for you! Okay, you know what you have to do--stay strong, believe that God will protect you and keep you, and keep smiling that gorgeous smile, knowing that Paul is watching over you. I know he is proud of you and that he will always be in your heart. May God Bless! Love and Hugs-- Martha
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May God bless you and keep you safe and strong. Hugs, Linda
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" Always in our hearts,always on our mind"
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My friend I did not know of your loss, I send my love and support to you and yours.
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I have always enjoyed reading about your beautiful love story. I'm glad you posted. Please don't leave, or at least post from time to time to let us know you are ok. I have learned so much from y'all. May God bless you.
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Lisa, You are amazing and all I can say is that Paul is happy now and as you say cancer free. Keep trusting in God and know you are loved on this site and we love to hear from you.
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I am glad you decided to come back and share how you are doing since Paul's passing. You are an amazingly strong woman and your faith and love for Paul is inspiring. God bless!
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Oh, my God Lisa, I am so sorry for you. What a journey it has been and continues to be for you. Paul was a gift from God to you. He will forever be part of you. He will make you stronger, and help others find the strength ,as well. My prayers are with both of you. Hugs and Love, Jacques "Lord make me an instrument of Thy peace; where there is hatred, let me sow love; where there is doubt, faith; where there is despair, hope, where there is darkness, light and where the is sadness, joy" "Oh Divine Master, grant that I may no so much seek to be consoled as to console; to be understood, as to understand; to be loved, as to love; for it is in giving that we receive, and it is in pardoning, that we are pardoned and it is in dying, that we are born to eternal life. — St. Francis of Assisi
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God Bless you Lisa, I know you have Paul in your heart! You are a very amazing strong lady and I know Paul is up there smiling and watching you! Hugs Val
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Love, hugs and prayers going your way.
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May 28, 1970 - December, 2012

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Louisiana

May 28, 1970

December, 2012

Rest in Peace

Cancer Info

Brain Cancer

Glioblastoma

February 10, 2009

Stage 4

4.1 - 5.0 cm

Grade 3

the fear it puts in people

Nothing is too great for God to overcome

pray for God's will for me

God, flaxseed oil/cottage cheese, artemisinin, B17, mushroom extract, photon genie, exercise,

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loss of word finding, flat affect, fatigue

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